My Poor Little Girl

There she are..

Looked into the blank wall..

Seems like very interesting..

But everybody knew, it wasn't the wall..

She's been dreaming.. keep dreaming about him..

Dreaming that one day, the perfectionist will fall for her..

But it just a dream.. 

I wanna wake her up, WAKE UP!!

That will never be happen!!

He's a hot stuff kinda people,

And u, u just the extra cast in his life!

He didn't see u and don't even remember how u looked 

In those 70 dollar dress u buy just to look beautiful in front of him!!

My poor little girl wake up..

Stop those day dreaming..

I hate to see u hurt, u stupid tears..

My poor little girl, 

I'm sorry, i mean it..

Sorry for not being beautiful enough for u..

Sorry for the full of flaw in u..

I'm sorry....

New Year Resolution

I'll make it simple

1. INCREASE MY IMAN
2. BE MORE GOOD TO PARENT
3. GET BETTER POINTER
4. FIND A RICH HUSBAND (actually sgt la berminat dkt Tunku Jalil
    tetapi itu sudah terlalu tinggi untuk dicapai!!)
5. BE POSITIVE, SO EVERYONE WILL LIKE ME

Mr No Heart Feeling (BASED ON TRUE STORY)

He

Different unlike any other guys I've met

Too

Perfect to hate with everything he got

Arrogant

The bad of him, with his infinity high taste

Clumsy

The weakness of him

But also

Make others miserable because of it

So i can't call it as his weakness

The first time he accost me
I felt like dying, because an angel just talk to me
The way he looked at me
breathtakingly, my confidence level goes down
I didn't manage my words, my 1st impression very well
And for sure this young lady looked perplexedly in front of the impeccable guy

But that was the first time
News travel fast and i heard a lot of  his inclement
Which obviously happen to a guy like him
I thought that my feeling will fade away but
This is an incurable disease
Diseases which intend a feeling which hard to be throw away
My heart and my mind tell me to stole his heart

Who is him, who is this guys..

What is his main weakness..

How to take his heart

How to make he look at only me
How can a typical girl win the heart of this Mr No Heart Feeling?

i'll find it one day.............soon.........

i know..

live wasn't like a fairytale.. theres a time we felt too happy 
and there's a time we cry a lot because of the loneliness, 

problem and people that hurt us..

to walk this kinda life.. i keep controlling myself when i'm
too happy.. i still said alhamdulillah.. a way to show my grateful to Him..

and when trouble comes, i calmed myselff first.. i cry when i need to.. i called my mom.. and i prayed :') everything in the future happen depends on us..